1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:00:46,209 --> 00:00:51,084 WHILE PARIS WAS SLEEPING 4 00:16:12,626 --> 00:16:14,542 You always keep your eyes shut? 5 00:16:15,042 --> 00:16:16,542 I'm with you. 6 00:16:17,001 --> 00:16:19,126 It helps me be with you. 7 00:16:19,959 --> 00:16:21,459 I want to look at you. 8 00:16:39,834 --> 00:16:41,626 Harder. It's good. 9 00:16:42,501 --> 00:16:44,376 Harder. Harder. 10 00:19:19,667 --> 00:19:22,834 Right, 11... and ten. 11 00:19:35,917 --> 00:19:38,001 Number 11. 12 00:19:38,126 --> 00:19:40,084 HM. 13 00:19:40,584 --> 00:19:42,459 - Your initials? - TD. 14 00:19:42,584 --> 00:19:44,917 - Thanks, guys. - Thanks. Bye. 15 00:20:29,876 --> 00:20:31,376 I'll wait outside. 16 00:20:37,376 --> 00:20:39,001 Bye. 17 00:20:43,126 --> 00:20:44,501 Ten. 18 00:20:46,334 --> 00:20:48,209 With a gin and tonic? 19 00:20:48,334 --> 00:20:50,084 9.90, thanks. 20 00:20:57,792 --> 00:20:59,834 - Thanks. - Bye. 21 00:21:41,667 --> 00:21:42,792 Come on. 22 00:21:47,042 --> 00:21:49,084 There's a bike station that way. 23 00:21:49,209 --> 00:21:52,292 It's where I park, so I can stretch my legs. 24 00:21:55,792 --> 00:21:57,209 I'll check for bikes. 25 00:21:57,334 --> 00:21:59,376 Before it loads, we'll be there. 26 00:22:20,584 --> 00:22:23,334 I think... your dick is beautiful. 27 00:22:24,292 --> 00:22:25,959 It is, it's beautiful. 28 00:22:26,584 --> 00:22:28,334 I don't know how to say it. 29 00:22:29,251 --> 00:22:30,917 I liked it straight off. 30 00:22:31,751 --> 00:22:33,376 And I swear, 31 00:22:33,501 --> 00:22:36,167 your cock is perfect to the touch. 32 00:22:36,917 --> 00:22:38,084 Come off it. 33 00:22:38,209 --> 00:22:40,251 No, I really mean it. 34 00:22:41,751 --> 00:22:43,917 A guy's dick is so important. 35 00:22:47,459 --> 00:22:50,501 I think you can fall in love with a guy's dick. 36 00:22:51,209 --> 00:22:52,501 I mean it. 37 00:22:57,626 --> 00:22:58,959 And... 38 00:23:00,292 --> 00:23:02,376 I can't wait to see yours again. 39 00:23:03,459 --> 00:23:04,584 Can't wait. 40 00:23:05,667 --> 00:23:07,501 I want to touch it... 41 00:23:08,542 --> 00:23:10,001 Kiss it. 42 00:23:11,584 --> 00:23:12,917 Suck it. 43 00:23:17,834 --> 00:23:21,417 Ooh... Off the top of my head, I'd say 11 bicycles. 44 00:23:21,542 --> 00:23:23,459 That's what the app says. 45 00:23:54,626 --> 00:23:58,501 Sorry, I'm obsessive. I can't help checking everything. 46 00:23:59,292 --> 00:24:02,001 Only with bikes. Don't jump to conclusions. 47 00:24:03,251 --> 00:24:05,001 This one will do. 48 00:24:15,501 --> 00:24:17,417 A little more love in the world. 49 00:25:20,334 --> 00:25:23,459 Tonight, with you, it was different. 50 00:25:23,584 --> 00:25:24,959 Huh? 51 00:25:25,084 --> 00:25:26,626 What did you say? 52 00:25:26,751 --> 00:25:29,751 When we made love, it was unusual. 53 00:25:31,917 --> 00:25:33,459 Because with you... 54 00:25:35,584 --> 00:25:37,001 I made love. 55 00:25:37,126 --> 00:25:39,209 We fucked and it was... 56 00:25:39,792 --> 00:25:44,542 I mean, it was like we were producing love. 57 00:25:45,042 --> 00:25:47,417 We made love, see what I mean? 58 00:25:47,542 --> 00:25:49,251 I couldn't hear you. 59 00:25:51,084 --> 00:25:52,917 But I agree, it was... 60 00:25:54,709 --> 00:25:58,209 I think we made a big contribution to world peace. 61 00:25:58,334 --> 00:26:01,376 What we did was pure love creation. 62 00:26:02,042 --> 00:26:03,917 We need to start over. 63 00:26:04,292 --> 00:26:06,251 For the good of humankind! 64 00:26:27,126 --> 00:26:28,417 Don't you think? 65 00:26:28,542 --> 00:26:30,334 We have to start over? 66 00:26:38,126 --> 00:26:40,751 - We're going to my place. - I got it. 67 00:26:40,876 --> 00:26:43,709 Straight ahead. I'll say when to turn. 68 00:26:44,626 --> 00:26:46,834 I can't lose sight of you. 69 00:26:51,459 --> 00:26:54,542 I don't want you to think... or imagine... 70 00:26:54,667 --> 00:26:56,459 It was strange for me, too. 71 00:27:04,834 --> 00:27:06,917 I'd never done that before. 72 00:27:07,042 --> 00:27:09,542 It was my first time like that. 73 00:27:10,251 --> 00:27:13,334 - Uh... At the Impact? - Yes. 74 00:27:13,459 --> 00:27:16,376 I had a boyfriend before, for a few months. 75 00:27:16,501 --> 00:27:18,626 Of course we didn't bother. 76 00:27:18,751 --> 00:27:22,042 But, like that, it was the first time. 77 00:27:23,042 --> 00:27:24,584 It was good. 78 00:27:24,709 --> 00:27:26,542 Better, even. Don't you think? 79 00:27:27,459 --> 00:27:29,376 I prefer it that way. 80 00:27:29,501 --> 00:27:31,834 With you, it was really good. 81 00:27:33,334 --> 00:27:35,334 Because it was unusual. 82 00:27:35,459 --> 00:27:37,376 Like you said: unusual. 83 00:27:38,251 --> 00:27:40,667 Wait, what do you mean? 84 00:27:40,792 --> 00:27:42,251 No way! 85 00:27:44,334 --> 00:27:47,209 You mean you fucked me without a rubber? 86 00:27:47,959 --> 00:27:49,917 You fucked me without a rubber? 87 00:27:52,542 --> 00:27:54,209 Fuck! 88 00:27:55,709 --> 00:27:58,001 What were you thinking? 89 00:27:58,126 --> 00:27:59,292 Fuck! 90 00:28:02,417 --> 00:28:04,126 You're insane! 91 00:28:12,042 --> 00:28:15,334 You're not two years old! What the fuck! 92 00:28:15,459 --> 00:28:17,376 You know sex clubs. 93 00:28:19,084 --> 00:28:20,792 Un-fucking-believable! 94 00:28:32,751 --> 00:28:33,876 Right. 95 00:28:34,834 --> 00:28:36,376 I'll call the AIDS hotline. 96 00:28:37,751 --> 00:28:39,667 They'll tell us what to do. 97 00:28:39,792 --> 00:28:41,417 Unless you're positive? 98 00:28:42,959 --> 00:28:44,459 I knew it. 99 00:28:59,667 --> 00:29:01,251 Hello? 100 00:29:01,376 --> 00:29:02,876 Hello. 101 00:29:03,001 --> 00:29:06,334 Uh... Speedy response. Perfect. 102 00:29:06,459 --> 00:29:07,584 Uh... 103 00:29:08,709 --> 00:29:10,667 The thing is... 104 00:29:13,001 --> 00:29:15,251 I just fucked a guy without a rubber. 105 00:29:19,501 --> 00:29:21,917 I can't remember. 106 00:29:25,792 --> 00:29:27,917 Uh... Probably. 107 00:29:32,126 --> 00:29:33,792 Is he HIV positive? 108 00:29:35,584 --> 00:29:37,001 I think so. 109 00:29:38,001 --> 00:29:39,459 Yes, he is. 110 00:29:44,959 --> 00:29:47,126 Uh... Emergency room? 111 00:29:47,792 --> 00:29:50,001 I'm near Saint Louis hospital. 112 00:29:54,001 --> 00:29:56,459 He should come with me. OK. 113 00:30:03,667 --> 00:30:06,459 I get priority? I tell them at admittance? 114 00:30:10,501 --> 00:30:12,626 I just say ASE? 115 00:30:12,751 --> 00:30:14,126 They'll understand? 116 00:30:15,167 --> 00:30:17,667 I tell them I had an ASE. 117 00:30:21,667 --> 00:30:22,834 OK. 118 00:30:23,959 --> 00:30:26,042 And then what happens? 119 00:30:37,376 --> 00:30:39,792 OK, right now. Of course. 120 00:30:39,917 --> 00:30:41,459 Thanks. Thanks a lot. 121 00:31:00,417 --> 00:31:02,251 We're going to Saint Louis. 122 00:31:02,376 --> 00:31:04,292 - They said... - You're not coming. 123 00:31:04,417 --> 00:31:06,584 - She said to go. - Is it necessary? 124 00:31:06,709 --> 00:31:09,751 - It's better. - Then I'll go alone. 125 00:31:11,584 --> 00:31:15,584 I don't know, your phone call... it was too weird. 126 00:31:15,709 --> 00:31:17,167 You're too weird. 127 00:31:17,292 --> 00:31:18,667 I want to be alone. 128 00:31:18,792 --> 00:31:20,501 - I just wanted... - Stop it! 129 00:31:20,626 --> 00:31:23,209 I fucked up. No need to hold my hand. 130 00:31:25,042 --> 00:31:26,376 You're mad at me? 131 00:31:27,001 --> 00:31:28,667 I don't know. Maybe. 132 00:31:31,917 --> 00:31:33,626 It's not fair, but, hey... 133 00:31:34,709 --> 00:31:36,209 Whatever you feel. 134 00:31:38,001 --> 00:31:39,876 We need to swap numbers. 135 00:31:43,084 --> 00:31:46,876 To work out your treatment, they'll need my results. 136 00:31:47,001 --> 00:31:49,126 You need to be able to contact me. 137 00:31:49,251 --> 00:31:52,042 - Go ahead... 06. - No, it's 07. 138 00:31:52,209 --> 00:31:54,834 - 07? - It's a new number. I changed. 139 00:31:54,959 --> 00:31:56,084 OK, 07... 140 00:31:56,501 --> 00:31:57,834 06... 141 00:31:57,959 --> 00:31:59,667 So is it 07 or 06? 142 00:31:59,792 --> 00:32:01,917 0706. It's my number. 143 00:32:02,042 --> 00:32:05,709 07 06 86 77 99. 144 00:32:10,292 --> 00:32:12,667 The unknown caller is Hugo. 145 00:32:18,084 --> 00:32:19,209 Théo. 146 00:32:23,959 --> 00:32:26,626 - Take rue de Lancry. - I know. 147 00:32:26,751 --> 00:32:28,834 Take the rue Vellefaux entrance... 148 00:32:28,959 --> 00:32:30,334 I set it! 149 00:33:07,834 --> 00:33:09,834 I'm not following you. 150 00:33:25,084 --> 00:33:28,167 I take the first right. Rue Albert Thomas. 151 00:34:33,876 --> 00:34:35,292 I'm with you. 152 00:34:35,959 --> 00:34:38,001 It helps me be with you. 153 00:34:43,876 --> 00:34:45,001 Harder. 154 00:34:53,001 --> 00:34:54,251 Harder. 155 00:35:00,042 --> 00:35:01,376 Harder. 156 00:35:07,709 --> 00:35:08,834 Harder. 157 00:35:14,292 --> 00:35:16,292 Harder. 158 00:36:15,084 --> 00:36:18,459 WHERE ARE YOU? 159 00:36:24,751 --> 00:36:26,167 Emergency room. 160 00:36:29,667 --> 00:36:33,042 CALL ME! 161 00:36:37,334 --> 00:36:42,417 WHY DON'T YOU ANSWER? 162 00:36:56,167 --> 00:36:59,126 I LEFT YOU A MESSAGE 163 00:37:00,084 --> 00:37:02,834 IT'S IMPORTANT! 164 00:37:58,334 --> 00:38:01,292 Here are your papers. You can wait over there. 165 00:38:01,417 --> 00:38:03,917 - The intern will call you. - OK, goodbye. 166 00:38:04,042 --> 00:38:05,167 Good bye. 167 00:38:07,584 --> 00:38:10,626 - Hello. - Hello. I had an ASE. 168 00:38:10,751 --> 00:38:12,917 OK. How long ago? 169 00:38:13,042 --> 00:38:14,292 Under an hour. 170 00:38:14,417 --> 00:38:17,126 Under an hour. Is your partner here? 171 00:38:17,251 --> 00:38:18,917 - No. -OK. 172 00:38:19,042 --> 00:38:21,959 - Do you have any health issues? - No. 173 00:38:22,084 --> 00:38:24,042 - Allergies? - No. 174 00:38:24,167 --> 00:38:27,251 - Any medication? - Nothing. 175 00:38:27,376 --> 00:38:30,792 So I need some identification: your ID card 176 00:38:30,917 --> 00:38:33,167 and your health card if you have it. 177 00:38:46,709 --> 00:38:49,167 - Still the same address? - Yes. 178 00:38:49,292 --> 00:38:50,417 OK. 179 00:38:55,084 --> 00:38:57,001 Here are your papers. 180 00:38:57,126 --> 00:39:00,876 You can wait over there. The intern will see you soon. 181 00:39:01,001 --> 00:39:02,001 - Thanks. - Goodbye. 182 00:39:02,126 --> 00:39:03,251 Goodbye. 183 00:39:53,001 --> 00:39:56,084 Cellphones are forbidden here. 184 00:39:56,626 --> 00:39:58,501 Even text messages. 185 00:39:58,626 --> 00:40:00,459 I didn't know. Thanks. 186 00:40:05,959 --> 00:40:08,001 I'M HERE. WHERE ARE YOU? 187 00:40:26,251 --> 00:40:29,834 - I can handle this. - I know. I'm sure... I guess. 188 00:40:29,959 --> 00:40:33,292 - Did you get my message? - I ignored it. 189 00:40:33,417 --> 00:40:36,542 You were so stressed out, I forgot. 190 00:40:36,667 --> 00:40:39,292 Tell the intern I'm in treatment. 191 00:40:40,042 --> 00:40:43,834 I consult regularly and my viral load is undetectable now. 192 00:40:44,417 --> 00:40:45,626 That's all. 193 00:40:45,751 --> 00:40:48,709 - What's the difference? - Just tell him. 194 00:40:48,834 --> 00:40:51,417 The AIDS hotline said it was important. 195 00:40:52,542 --> 00:40:53,751 Great. 196 00:41:01,251 --> 00:41:05,126 OK, I admit it. I thought I should come, 197 00:41:05,251 --> 00:41:07,126 to be with you now, 198 00:41:07,251 --> 00:41:09,459 so you have someone to talk to. 199 00:41:11,459 --> 00:41:14,042 If you want, I can leave. No problem. 200 00:41:15,209 --> 00:41:16,709 Or I can stay. 201 00:41:17,501 --> 00:41:18,959 It's up to you. 202 00:41:19,709 --> 00:41:22,084 If you want to know, I'd like to stay. 203 00:41:22,209 --> 00:41:23,459 I don't know. 204 00:41:23,584 --> 00:41:25,042 I really don't know. 205 00:41:27,167 --> 00:41:28,876 Then I'll decide for you. 206 00:41:30,126 --> 00:41:31,376 Let me see. 207 00:41:32,334 --> 00:41:33,751 What are you doing? 208 00:41:33,876 --> 00:41:36,001 I'm reading your mind. 209 00:41:36,959 --> 00:41:38,751 Your eyes don't lie. 210 00:41:40,334 --> 00:41:41,709 Look me in the eye. 211 00:41:44,042 --> 00:41:46,126 No, better than that. Look at me. 212 00:41:46,251 --> 00:41:47,834 Straight in the eyes. 213 00:41:51,376 --> 00:41:53,292 OK, then. Stay. 214 00:41:54,459 --> 00:41:56,626 It won't take long. 215 00:42:09,042 --> 00:42:10,876 Mr Vinaver, please. 216 00:42:16,501 --> 00:42:17,917 See you later. 217 00:42:21,126 --> 00:42:23,709 I understand. I've been there. 218 00:42:23,834 --> 00:42:25,001 What? 219 00:42:25,584 --> 00:42:26,959 You're scared? 220 00:42:27,709 --> 00:42:29,376 Yes, I'm scared. 221 00:42:29,501 --> 00:42:31,792 - You stayed to tell me that? - No. 222 00:42:33,167 --> 00:42:35,376 I wanted to keep you company. 223 00:42:36,792 --> 00:42:39,126 I was alone when I got my results. 224 00:42:40,292 --> 00:42:41,792 And before that, too. 225 00:42:43,334 --> 00:42:45,626 I don't want you to go through that. 226 00:43:01,292 --> 00:43:02,751 It's not allowed. 227 00:43:02,876 --> 00:43:05,626 Really? Where did you hear that? 228 00:43:06,584 --> 00:43:08,667 Look, I wanted to show you this. 229 00:43:09,917 --> 00:43:13,417 They say, when there's active penetration, 230 00:43:13,542 --> 00:43:17,459 the risk of infection is 0.06 to 0.62%. 231 00:43:18,167 --> 00:43:20,834 Hey, that's not allowed. 232 00:43:20,959 --> 00:43:23,792 I told your friend earlier. 233 00:43:23,917 --> 00:43:25,917 - I told you? - You told me. 234 00:43:26,042 --> 00:43:29,959 I knew I told you. You should have told your friend. 235 00:43:30,084 --> 00:43:32,917 It's OK, I'm done. Relax. 236 00:43:34,084 --> 00:43:36,751 They don't mess around with that here! 237 00:43:39,376 --> 00:43:41,417 Good... Good. 238 00:43:42,917 --> 00:43:45,251 You can make calls over there. 239 00:43:45,376 --> 00:43:47,751 Over there, it's allowed. 240 00:43:48,417 --> 00:43:53,251 After all, people need to be able to make calls. 241 00:43:53,376 --> 00:43:56,459 We're in ER. Things happen. 242 00:43:57,751 --> 00:43:59,542 Deaths, sometimes. 243 00:43:59,667 --> 00:44:03,417 Then you need to make a phone call, right? 244 00:44:05,209 --> 00:44:07,084 Do you come here often? 245 00:44:08,751 --> 00:44:10,709 No, it's the first time. 246 00:44:11,501 --> 00:44:14,709 I need to make a call. Sorry! 247 00:44:14,834 --> 00:44:16,001 Coming? 248 00:44:32,292 --> 00:44:33,542 I need a coffee. 249 00:44:33,667 --> 00:44:37,126 You're not nice. We could have listened to him. 250 00:44:37,251 --> 00:44:38,751 Did you hear him? 251 00:44:38,876 --> 00:44:42,292 "Do we come often?" Like it's a café or a restaurant. 252 00:44:42,417 --> 00:44:44,251 He's nuts. Keep your distance. 253 00:44:44,376 --> 00:44:46,334 Or he's just lonely. 254 00:45:06,792 --> 00:45:08,126 My treat. 255 00:45:08,251 --> 00:45:09,834 If you want. 256 00:45:10,709 --> 00:45:13,417 - No sugar? - As much as possible. 257 00:45:16,667 --> 00:45:18,917 Show me again... that website. 258 00:45:19,042 --> 00:45:20,501 Really? 259 00:45:20,626 --> 00:45:23,209 - It was a stupid idea. - Show me. 260 00:45:32,501 --> 00:45:33,584 So? 261 00:45:33,709 --> 00:45:34,792 Thanks. 262 00:45:34,917 --> 00:45:36,126 It's loading. 263 00:45:48,126 --> 00:45:49,376 Show me. 264 00:45:49,501 --> 00:45:50,876 Take a look. 265 00:46:00,709 --> 00:46:02,709 I'm no maths genius. 266 00:46:02,834 --> 00:46:05,792 A risk of 0.62% is almost nothing. 267 00:46:05,917 --> 00:46:08,001 But people get infected anyway. 268 00:46:09,001 --> 00:46:11,542 Give it back. It was a stupid idea. 269 00:46:11,667 --> 00:46:13,584 Statistics don't mean a thing. 270 00:46:14,584 --> 00:46:16,126 And that's ugly! 271 00:46:17,376 --> 00:46:18,751 Take you, for example. 272 00:46:21,292 --> 00:46:22,626 That's different. 273 00:46:29,459 --> 00:46:31,084 Because you were passive? 274 00:46:31,917 --> 00:46:33,751 No need to be an asshole. 275 00:46:37,334 --> 00:46:39,334 It wasn't the same... 276 00:46:41,709 --> 00:46:43,417 because it wasn't the same. 277 00:46:48,501 --> 00:46:50,751 The difference is I'm in treatment. 278 00:46:51,876 --> 00:46:53,209 I take my drugs. 279 00:46:53,334 --> 00:46:55,584 And my viral load is undetectable. 280 00:47:08,042 --> 00:47:09,876 I had just got my licence. 281 00:47:11,042 --> 00:47:12,751 I'm from Lons-le-Saunier. 282 00:47:12,876 --> 00:47:15,667 Not even Lons. Can you imagine? 283 00:47:15,792 --> 00:47:17,834 I don't know the regions. 284 00:47:17,959 --> 00:47:20,209 Maybe Normandy but on vacation. 285 00:47:20,334 --> 00:47:21,751 And Berry. 286 00:47:21,876 --> 00:47:24,001 I'd never met a fag. 287 00:47:24,126 --> 00:47:26,501 And I was 18. 288 00:47:27,126 --> 00:47:28,959 But I knew where they fucked. 289 00:47:29,084 --> 00:47:31,792 At a highway rest station with toilets. 290 00:47:31,917 --> 00:47:34,126 It's a nice place, really. 291 00:47:34,251 --> 00:47:36,084 With big trees. 292 00:47:37,792 --> 00:47:39,917 It's all I could think of during the test, 293 00:47:40,042 --> 00:47:41,792 that I could go fuck, too. 294 00:47:42,459 --> 00:47:44,959 I waited three days for the pink slip. 295 00:47:45,084 --> 00:47:48,876 It came at last. That night I borrowed my mum's car 296 00:47:49,001 --> 00:47:50,792 and went out and got laid. 297 00:47:52,334 --> 00:47:53,917 It was pretty lame. 298 00:47:55,876 --> 00:47:57,501 A quick fuck. 299 00:47:58,667 --> 00:48:00,626 Sort of shameful. 300 00:48:01,959 --> 00:48:04,084 No talking. No eye contact. 301 00:48:06,667 --> 00:48:09,209 They don't even know what a rubber is. 302 00:48:09,334 --> 00:48:12,084 Tell them they're gay and they'd beat you up. 303 00:48:13,334 --> 00:48:14,501 See what I mean? 304 00:48:15,917 --> 00:48:18,001 They don't get treatment. 305 00:48:18,584 --> 00:48:21,084 They don't know they're HIV positive. 306 00:48:21,209 --> 00:48:23,667 It makes it riskier for the partner. 307 00:48:23,792 --> 00:48:25,501 It was your first time? 308 00:48:28,042 --> 00:48:31,584 I'm not helping. I shouldn't have told you that. 309 00:48:32,709 --> 00:48:35,042 It's easy to use a rubber, right? 310 00:48:39,209 --> 00:48:40,917 I'm so stupid. 311 00:48:42,417 --> 00:48:43,542 I'm so stupid. 312 00:48:43,667 --> 00:48:45,751 No, it can happen to anyone. 313 00:48:50,876 --> 00:48:52,667 Come on. 314 00:48:52,792 --> 00:48:54,042 Let's go. 315 00:48:55,042 --> 00:48:57,584 I'll make you miss your turn. 316 00:49:13,292 --> 00:49:15,209 Mr Daumier? I was waiting. 317 00:49:15,334 --> 00:49:18,001 - Sorry, I was... - Let's go. It's an emergency. 318 00:49:19,001 --> 00:49:22,459 Unbelievable! They give priority to faggots? 319 00:49:22,584 --> 00:49:23,834 Ignore him. He's a regular. 320 00:49:23,959 --> 00:49:25,876 - Is it normal... - Let's go. 321 00:49:26,001 --> 00:49:27,667 ...to let perverts go first? 322 00:49:31,792 --> 00:49:33,709 Do you want him to come? 323 00:49:33,834 --> 00:49:35,084 Yes. 324 00:49:42,501 --> 00:49:44,084 Go in and sit down. 325 00:49:54,084 --> 00:49:56,001 So what happened? 326 00:49:57,459 --> 00:49:59,959 - I had an ASE. - I see. 327 00:50:00,084 --> 00:50:02,667 Can I have the details? 328 00:50:03,584 --> 00:50:05,626 - A broken condom. - OK. 329 00:50:06,084 --> 00:50:07,876 You two. You're the partner? 330 00:50:08,001 --> 00:50:09,959 - Yes, the sexual partner. - Right. 331 00:50:10,084 --> 00:50:11,376 I'm HIV positive. 332 00:50:12,751 --> 00:50:15,042 OK. Are you on a triple therapy? 333 00:50:15,167 --> 00:50:17,376 Yes, I'm in treatment. 334 00:50:17,501 --> 00:50:19,626 Have you consulted lately? 335 00:50:19,751 --> 00:50:21,626 About three months ago. 336 00:50:21,751 --> 00:50:24,209 OK. Do you know your viral load? 337 00:50:24,334 --> 00:50:25,626 It's undetectable. 338 00:50:25,751 --> 00:50:28,584 OK. That's a good thing. 339 00:50:28,709 --> 00:50:32,334 Um... Do you know your status? 340 00:50:32,459 --> 00:50:35,167 Yes, I get regular tests. 341 00:50:35,292 --> 00:50:37,959 - I did one two months ago. - Which was...? 342 00:50:38,084 --> 00:50:41,126 - I'm fine. - Negative. OK. 343 00:50:41,251 --> 00:50:42,834 I don't take risks. 344 00:50:43,792 --> 00:50:45,584 OK. 345 00:50:45,709 --> 00:50:47,001 One more thing. 346 00:50:47,126 --> 00:50:50,209 Uh... who was active during intercourse? 347 00:50:50,334 --> 00:50:52,917 - I was active. - OK. 348 00:50:53,042 --> 00:50:56,376 When the condom broke, did you pull out immediately? 349 00:50:56,501 --> 00:50:57,751 No, I didn't pull out. 350 00:50:57,876 --> 00:51:00,084 So there was an ejaculation? 351 00:51:00,209 --> 00:51:01,209 OK. 352 00:51:01,334 --> 00:51:03,792 In any case, since your partner's positive, 353 00:51:03,917 --> 00:51:07,459 treatment is advised. An emergency triple therapy. 354 00:51:08,417 --> 00:51:13,709 The idea is to stop the virus reproducing in your body. 355 00:51:13,834 --> 00:51:17,834 Uh... It's pretty heavy-duty therapy. 356 00:51:17,959 --> 00:51:20,792 It lasts 28 days. 357 00:51:20,917 --> 00:51:23,334 Three pills a day, at the same time, 358 00:51:23,459 --> 00:51:25,042 every 24 hours. 359 00:51:25,167 --> 00:51:28,001 Do you agree to the treatment? 360 00:51:28,126 --> 00:51:29,251 Yes. 361 00:51:31,501 --> 00:51:35,334 I'll go get the pills and I'll explain everything. 362 00:51:50,876 --> 00:51:52,126 Are you OK? 363 00:52:23,126 --> 00:52:24,751 This is the kit. 364 00:52:29,917 --> 00:52:31,126 Here's how it works. 365 00:52:31,292 --> 00:52:34,001 There's a bottle of water and a cake, 366 00:52:34,126 --> 00:52:38,876 because it's better to eat at the same time. 367 00:52:39,209 --> 00:52:42,584 For now you have four days of pills. 368 00:52:42,709 --> 00:52:46,084 On Monday, you have to go to the screening unit, 369 00:52:46,209 --> 00:52:48,042 here at the hospital. 370 00:52:48,167 --> 00:52:51,626 No need for an appointment. Explain what happened. 371 00:52:51,751 --> 00:52:55,167 They'll see you right away. 372 00:52:55,292 --> 00:52:57,709 It's best if you come, too, 373 00:52:57,834 --> 00:52:59,167 with your results. 374 00:52:59,292 --> 00:53:00,667 OK, I'm free on Monday. 375 00:53:00,792 --> 00:53:02,376 - Right. - Yes. 376 00:53:02,501 --> 00:53:06,167 On Monday, we'll do new blood tests. 377 00:53:06,292 --> 00:53:09,959 The doctor will decide if you'll continue the treatment. 378 00:53:10,084 --> 00:53:12,084 He'll see how you tolerate it. 379 00:53:12,209 --> 00:53:15,251 The side effects are mostly digestive. 380 00:53:15,376 --> 00:53:18,251 Nausea and diarrhoea 381 00:53:18,376 --> 00:53:21,251 - and maybe some fatigue. - OK. 382 00:53:21,376 --> 00:53:24,042 If you really react badly, we can change. 383 00:53:24,167 --> 00:53:28,376 But the symptoms usually improve. 384 00:53:28,501 --> 00:53:31,084 - OK. - It's mostly the first days. 385 00:53:31,209 --> 00:53:35,167 Right. Let's start right now. 386 00:53:35,292 --> 00:53:38,501 It's best to start as soon as possible. 387 00:53:38,626 --> 00:53:41,292 One of each colour today. 388 00:53:41,417 --> 00:53:43,584 Afterwards, you take the rest. 389 00:53:43,709 --> 00:53:46,501 - Do I start by eating? - If you want. 390 00:53:52,292 --> 00:53:53,584 All of it? 391 00:54:33,292 --> 00:54:34,709 I need some water. 392 00:54:44,501 --> 00:54:46,376 Now, take the three pills. 393 00:54:46,501 --> 00:54:48,209 - One of each? - Yes. 394 00:55:38,001 --> 00:55:39,126 You're OK? 395 00:55:40,126 --> 00:55:41,126 Yes. 396 00:55:41,251 --> 00:55:42,376 Good. 397 00:55:44,126 --> 00:55:45,917 Here's the kit. 398 00:55:47,751 --> 00:55:49,334 It's for four days. 399 00:55:50,417 --> 00:55:56,209 It's not a nice thing to go through. It's a bit stressful. 400 00:55:56,334 --> 00:55:59,626 But you can get help on Monday. 401 00:55:59,751 --> 00:56:01,917 The two of you are here, now. 402 00:56:02,042 --> 00:56:05,417 It's good if you support him during this ordeal. 403 00:56:06,084 --> 00:56:09,584 It will be OK because we're within the time frame. 404 00:56:09,709 --> 00:56:13,167 If you take the treatment every 24 hours, 405 00:56:13,292 --> 00:56:16,959 there's a very good chance the virus won't spread 406 00:56:17,084 --> 00:56:20,834 and at the end, you'll still be HIV negative. 407 00:56:20,959 --> 00:56:22,667 OK? 408 00:56:22,792 --> 00:56:23,917 Right... 409 00:56:24,792 --> 00:56:26,251 - Thank you. - Thank you. 410 00:56:26,376 --> 00:56:28,667 You're welcome. I'll see you out. 411 00:56:37,334 --> 00:56:38,876 - Good bye. - Good bye. 412 00:57:38,876 --> 00:57:40,001 - Hello. - Hello. 413 00:57:40,126 --> 00:57:41,251 Hello. 414 00:58:17,042 --> 00:58:18,584 - Did you notice? - Hm? 415 00:58:18,709 --> 00:58:21,001 - Women run this place. - Yeah. 416 00:58:21,126 --> 00:58:24,626 Guys leave the worst jobs to women. What a shitty world! 417 00:58:24,751 --> 00:58:27,042 Yeah. Women and fags. 418 00:58:27,167 --> 00:58:28,917 The night belongs to women and fags. 419 00:58:55,917 --> 00:58:57,834 And night watchmen. 420 00:58:57,959 --> 00:59:01,792 That's a position of power. Limited power but even so... 421 00:59:01,917 --> 00:59:03,251 He's black. 422 00:59:03,376 --> 00:59:06,167 Of course. Like I said, limited power. 423 00:59:46,292 --> 00:59:47,584 Are you a hairdresser? 424 00:59:48,792 --> 00:59:52,001 What makes you say that? Is it my nail polish? 425 00:59:52,126 --> 00:59:54,334 No, it's Monday. 426 00:59:54,459 --> 00:59:57,167 Hairdressers always close on Monday. 427 00:59:57,292 --> 01:00:00,126 Lots of stores close on Monday. 428 01:00:00,709 --> 01:00:03,584 You can't buy food, except in supermarkets. 429 01:00:03,709 --> 01:00:05,959 So are you a grocer? 430 01:00:06,084 --> 01:00:07,459 A baker? A cheese seller? 431 01:00:09,667 --> 01:00:12,292 No. I'm a notary's clerk. 432 01:00:12,417 --> 01:00:14,667 My boss gives me Monday off. 433 01:00:15,459 --> 01:00:17,376 Sometimes, in exchange, 434 01:00:17,501 --> 01:00:21,084 I stay late or I finish work at the weekend. 435 01:00:21,209 --> 01:00:24,084 Either way, it works for me. 436 01:00:24,584 --> 01:00:27,376 I love not starting the week with everyone else. 437 01:00:27,501 --> 01:00:29,501 More than having Friday off. 438 01:00:29,626 --> 01:00:31,959 Seriously? You're a notary's clerk? 439 01:00:32,084 --> 01:00:34,626 I know, it sounds impressive. 440 01:00:34,751 --> 01:00:36,751 But it's a job like any other. 441 01:00:36,876 --> 01:00:38,459 Better than many others. 442 01:00:39,251 --> 01:00:41,084 I want to be a notary. 443 01:00:41,209 --> 01:00:45,001 But you have to study for a long time and it's expensive. 444 01:00:45,126 --> 01:00:47,001 I had to get out of my village. 445 01:00:47,584 --> 01:00:50,709 I needed to work. I became a clerk 446 01:00:50,834 --> 01:00:52,334 to become a notary. 447 01:00:52,459 --> 01:00:54,792 It takes longer, but I'm independent 448 01:00:54,917 --> 01:00:56,709 and I got out of the Jura. 449 01:00:58,292 --> 01:01:00,001 I'm happy with my life. 450 01:01:05,334 --> 01:01:06,709 It's weird. 451 01:01:06,834 --> 01:01:09,126 We turned left out of the hospital, 452 01:01:09,251 --> 01:01:12,292 without thinking. Where are you going? 453 01:01:12,417 --> 01:01:15,376 I don't know. I'm following you. 454 01:01:16,376 --> 01:01:17,834 I'm following you, too. 455 01:01:18,501 --> 01:01:19,959 We'll go round in circles. 456 01:01:24,251 --> 01:01:26,667 It's late. You're heading home? 457 01:01:28,459 --> 01:01:29,959 You're not exhausted? 458 01:01:30,084 --> 01:01:32,251 If you want me to go, just say so. 459 01:01:32,376 --> 01:01:33,959 That's not what I meant. 460 01:01:34,084 --> 01:01:37,084 But if you want to go get some sleep... 461 01:01:37,209 --> 01:01:39,084 I like being with you. 462 01:01:39,626 --> 01:01:44,209 Even if... the circumstances could be better. 463 01:01:44,876 --> 01:01:46,834 I don't feel like sleeping. 464 01:01:47,292 --> 01:01:48,501 Do you? 465 01:01:51,126 --> 01:01:52,626 I'm hungry. 466 01:01:53,334 --> 01:01:55,501 Do you think the bakeries are open? 467 01:01:55,876 --> 01:01:57,209 Let's try over there. 468 01:02:03,251 --> 01:02:05,042 We'll find something. 469 01:02:11,501 --> 01:02:13,501 It does me good being with you. 470 01:02:13,626 --> 01:02:15,001 You're good for me. 471 01:02:21,792 --> 01:02:23,292 Why are you going this way? 472 01:02:23,417 --> 01:02:24,709 It's random. 473 01:02:25,459 --> 01:02:27,709 There's nothing on the canal. 474 01:02:27,834 --> 01:02:29,084 Do you think? 475 01:02:29,584 --> 01:02:30,917 Probably. 476 01:02:31,626 --> 01:02:33,001 But it's beautiful. 477 01:02:33,751 --> 01:02:36,876 Is this a romantic walk or a food hunt? 478 01:02:37,001 --> 01:02:38,876 We can do both. 479 01:02:39,001 --> 01:02:41,501 I'm not so sure about the walk. 480 01:03:20,459 --> 01:03:21,917 Feels good, doesn't it? 481 01:03:23,251 --> 01:03:26,126 It's a new concept: the romantic sprint. 482 01:03:26,251 --> 01:03:27,334 Very funny. 483 01:03:27,459 --> 01:03:29,667 We'd have more luck on the other side. 484 01:03:29,792 --> 01:03:31,459 Let's not cross the canal. 485 01:03:31,584 --> 01:03:33,167 OK, why? 486 01:03:33,292 --> 01:03:36,459 It's a game. Let's go that way. 487 01:03:36,584 --> 01:03:39,501 It's worse over there. There's nothing. 488 01:03:39,626 --> 01:03:41,292 Let's try Stalingrad. 489 01:03:41,417 --> 01:03:42,501 No! 490 01:04:00,167 --> 01:04:01,959 Did you have side effects? 491 01:04:02,626 --> 01:04:04,667 I want to know what's coming. 492 01:04:05,084 --> 01:04:06,792 It's dead here. 493 01:04:07,417 --> 01:04:09,626 Civilisation starts at Stalingrad. 494 01:04:10,834 --> 01:04:12,292 You didn't answer. 495 01:04:16,959 --> 01:04:19,334 The drugs are not the problem. 496 01:04:19,459 --> 01:04:21,501 You get used to taking them. 497 01:04:22,084 --> 01:04:25,792 It's not so unmanageable now. You can skip a pill, 498 01:04:25,917 --> 01:04:27,792 but not too often. 499 01:04:29,251 --> 01:04:32,084 When you have a normal life with a job, 500 01:04:32,209 --> 01:04:34,834 it's part of the routine, like a habit. 501 01:04:35,834 --> 01:04:38,334 The side effects go away, 502 01:04:38,459 --> 01:04:40,417 or you change treatment. 503 01:04:44,042 --> 01:04:46,042 The problem is the virus. 504 01:04:47,376 --> 01:04:48,584 I mean... 505 01:04:49,709 --> 01:04:51,667 even if it's undetectable. 506 01:04:52,834 --> 01:04:56,292 Even if I'm not scared any more that it will kill me. 507 01:04:58,334 --> 01:04:59,626 It's there. 508 01:05:00,584 --> 01:05:01,959 I think about it. 509 01:05:02,501 --> 01:05:03,876 Often. 510 01:05:07,709 --> 01:05:11,126 They say, "Live with it." 511 01:05:12,501 --> 01:05:14,376 But I can't. 512 01:05:14,501 --> 01:05:16,126 I live against it. 513 01:05:16,251 --> 01:05:18,209 I try to live against it. 514 01:05:19,084 --> 01:05:20,751 I'm probably wrong. 515 01:05:20,876 --> 01:05:22,501 I should live with it. 516 01:05:22,626 --> 01:05:24,459 Make my peace with it. 517 01:05:25,667 --> 01:05:27,626 But I can't. 518 01:05:36,584 --> 01:05:38,709 Is this the right direction? 519 01:05:38,834 --> 01:05:41,876 I'm a stomach on legs. If there was food, 520 01:05:42,001 --> 01:05:43,667 my instinct would tell me. 521 01:05:43,834 --> 01:05:46,626 Where else is there? It's civilised that way. 522 01:05:46,751 --> 01:05:49,001 - My instinct? -No such thing. 523 01:06:15,917 --> 01:06:18,209 I can't explain it. 524 01:06:18,334 --> 01:06:20,751 I want to kiss you and punch you. 525 01:06:21,959 --> 01:06:24,042 I want to hit you now. 526 01:06:24,167 --> 01:06:25,959 Hard, really hard. 527 01:06:26,834 --> 01:06:28,209 That's nice. 528 01:06:29,876 --> 01:06:31,584 Would you feel better? 529 01:06:31,709 --> 01:06:33,292 I don't know. 530 01:06:33,417 --> 01:06:35,251 I want to. 531 01:06:35,376 --> 01:06:37,084 I'm itching to do it. 532 01:06:38,126 --> 01:06:39,917 Itching all over. 533 01:07:28,084 --> 01:07:31,334 Want to try a 24-hour kebab joint? 534 01:07:31,459 --> 01:07:33,917 A kebab? If I have to. 535 01:07:35,167 --> 01:07:39,167 Who eats kebabs at 6:00 besides fags just out of ER? 536 01:07:39,292 --> 01:07:42,917 Night workers or guys who start work on a full stomach. 537 01:07:46,042 --> 01:07:48,292 You could have said you had a plan. 538 01:07:48,417 --> 01:07:50,001 It's more fun this way. 539 01:07:58,792 --> 01:08:00,251 - Hello. - Good morning. 540 01:08:00,376 --> 01:08:03,376 You're right. What time is it? 541 01:08:03,501 --> 01:08:05,917 5:30 but I'm running early. 542 01:08:06,042 --> 01:08:07,876 You're out of kebabs? 543 01:08:08,001 --> 01:08:09,876 Sorry, all sold out. 544 01:08:10,001 --> 01:08:11,709 I have other things. 545 01:08:12,917 --> 01:08:14,917 - I'll have chicken. - One chicken? 546 01:08:15,042 --> 01:08:16,251 - No, two. - Two. 547 01:08:16,376 --> 01:08:17,959 Running made me hungry. 548 01:08:20,751 --> 01:08:22,417 But you're right. 549 01:08:23,126 --> 01:08:25,584 A kebab is good after partying. 550 01:08:25,709 --> 01:08:29,334 I only work weekends. I serve the party-goers. 551 01:08:29,459 --> 01:08:31,501 - No onions. - Me neither. 552 01:08:36,292 --> 01:08:40,334 It's dead now but until three or four o'clock, I'm really busy. 553 01:08:41,417 --> 01:08:43,584 Where I'm from, you have tea after. 554 01:08:43,709 --> 01:08:46,167 - Where are you from? - I'm Syrian. 555 01:08:47,167 --> 01:08:49,376 With my university buddies, 556 01:08:49,501 --> 01:08:53,209 it was a ritual to eat a kebab after a night on the town. 557 01:08:53,334 --> 01:08:55,959 It's not exactly the same as here. 558 01:08:56,084 --> 01:08:57,709 The meat in Syria... 559 01:08:58,917 --> 01:09:00,584 Are you here because of the war? 560 01:09:00,709 --> 01:09:01,834 No. 561 01:09:04,459 --> 01:09:07,209 I studied architecture in Damascus. 562 01:09:11,792 --> 01:09:13,584 The war is horrible. 563 01:09:14,709 --> 01:09:16,501 But there was too much injustice. 564 01:09:18,501 --> 01:09:21,417 After a while, people can't stand it any more. 565 01:09:22,126 --> 01:09:23,876 Forty-five years... 566 01:09:24,001 --> 01:09:25,334 It's a long time. 567 01:09:29,709 --> 01:09:31,626 I didn't live there. 568 01:09:31,751 --> 01:09:33,167 I survived. 569 01:09:36,251 --> 01:09:38,542 I guess you can't understand, 570 01:09:38,667 --> 01:09:41,167 because you're free here. 571 01:09:43,876 --> 01:09:46,209 We couldn't talk. 572 01:09:46,334 --> 01:09:47,834 Not to anybody. 573 01:09:47,959 --> 01:09:50,084 Not even my university buddies. 574 01:09:50,917 --> 01:09:53,376 A life without talking is unbearable. 575 01:09:53,501 --> 01:09:57,542 About politics, or even just what we feel. 576 01:09:57,667 --> 01:09:59,209 Our desires... 577 01:10:01,834 --> 01:10:03,542 Here you are. 578 01:10:03,667 --> 01:10:05,209 Twelve euros. 579 01:10:05,334 --> 01:10:06,667 I'll get it. 580 01:10:13,292 --> 01:10:14,334 - Thanks. - Thanks. 581 01:10:14,459 --> 01:10:15,792 - Goodbye. - Have a nice day. 582 01:10:20,167 --> 01:10:22,042 I bet you're still a student. 583 01:10:22,167 --> 01:10:23,959 No, not exactly. 584 01:10:26,167 --> 01:10:30,501 Uh... How about we go eat somewhere calm? 585 01:10:32,251 --> 01:10:34,167 I know. Over by the canal. 586 01:10:39,667 --> 01:10:41,667 Tell me, what do you do? 587 01:10:42,251 --> 01:10:44,876 You ask all the questions. 588 01:10:48,167 --> 01:10:49,626 What do you want to know? 589 01:10:49,751 --> 01:10:52,251 Well, first up, what do you do? 590 01:10:52,376 --> 01:10:53,834 An internship. 591 01:10:53,959 --> 01:10:56,334 I have a master's in industrial design. 592 01:10:56,459 --> 01:10:58,501 I'm an intern in a big company. 593 01:10:58,626 --> 01:11:00,167 It's interesting. 594 01:11:02,042 --> 01:11:03,876 You don't sound convinced. 595 01:11:04,001 --> 01:11:07,792 I am, but right now I want to do other things. 596 01:11:07,917 --> 01:11:10,584 I want to be an aid worker. 597 01:11:10,709 --> 01:11:14,084 Yeah... I can't see the connection with design. 598 01:11:14,209 --> 01:11:15,709 There isn't one. 599 01:11:15,834 --> 01:11:19,126 I feel like I need the experience. 600 01:11:19,251 --> 01:11:21,334 A few months. A year, max. 601 01:11:22,417 --> 01:11:26,834 OK, so I haven't done any research. It's a pipe dream. 602 01:11:28,501 --> 01:11:30,626 Let's go up there. 603 01:11:33,584 --> 01:11:36,459 I don't know humanitarian causes, 604 01:11:36,584 --> 01:11:39,459 but I guess there's plenty to do. 605 01:11:40,292 --> 01:11:42,292 At least in logistics. 606 01:11:42,417 --> 01:11:44,459 - You like to travel? - Yeah. 607 01:11:44,584 --> 01:11:46,917 But there's more to it. 608 01:11:47,751 --> 01:11:50,417 You think it's ridiculous? Sentimental? 609 01:11:52,209 --> 01:11:54,292 No, I don't know. Why? 610 01:11:54,417 --> 01:11:59,001 Anyway, signing up for... any cause is sentimental. 611 01:11:59,126 --> 01:12:00,709 Sentimentality is beautiful. 612 01:12:00,834 --> 01:12:02,209 Yeah. 613 01:12:02,334 --> 01:12:06,084 I feel ridiculous when I tell you that. 614 01:12:06,209 --> 01:12:09,751 If only I could say which cause, or which country. 615 01:12:10,751 --> 01:12:13,834 Like some student. "I'll do this, I'll do that!" 616 01:12:13,959 --> 01:12:16,126 They never get off their asses. 617 01:12:16,251 --> 01:12:18,084 They pissed me off! 618 01:12:19,667 --> 01:12:23,542 If I'm HIV positive, that's the end of the wild ideas. 619 01:12:23,667 --> 01:12:26,042 No visits to countries without aspirin. 620 01:12:26,167 --> 01:12:28,209 I'd need emergency care myself. 621 01:12:28,334 --> 01:12:29,501 Would you go? 622 01:12:30,084 --> 01:12:31,709 No, of course not. 623 01:12:59,001 --> 01:13:00,626 What else did you want to know? 624 01:13:00,751 --> 01:13:06,042 OK, why does your phone number start with 07? 625 01:13:06,167 --> 01:13:08,959 - It's unusual. - Look at you! 626 01:13:09,084 --> 01:13:12,876 You tried for an easy question, that can't hurt anyone. 627 01:13:13,001 --> 01:13:15,459 - Bad move. - You think it's funny? 628 01:13:15,584 --> 01:13:16,584 Yeah. 629 01:13:16,709 --> 01:13:20,251 You tried to be nice and made it worse. 630 01:13:20,376 --> 01:13:23,626 You tried so hard, I can't be mad at you. 631 01:13:23,751 --> 01:13:25,709 Should I stop asking questions? 632 01:13:25,834 --> 01:13:27,417 For now, yes. 633 01:13:28,834 --> 01:13:30,501 Let's go to the end. 634 01:13:30,626 --> 01:13:32,251 I love this place. 635 01:13:59,584 --> 01:14:01,584 - It's nice. - Yeah. 636 01:14:11,667 --> 01:14:12,959 Come on. 637 01:14:13,084 --> 01:14:14,626 Let's eat. 638 01:14:28,876 --> 01:14:31,001 Can you hold this? 639 01:14:31,126 --> 01:14:32,251 Thanks. 640 01:14:33,751 --> 01:14:35,834 It's early but it doesn't matter. 641 01:14:36,792 --> 01:14:38,584 I always have them on me. 642 01:14:38,709 --> 01:14:40,584 That way, I can't be caught out. 643 01:14:41,334 --> 01:14:43,126 Even when you fuck at the Impact? 644 01:14:43,251 --> 01:14:45,251 You never know when you'll find love. 645 01:14:46,251 --> 01:14:48,459 Sometimes I get home late. 646 01:14:48,584 --> 01:14:49,917 I can see that. 647 01:14:50,917 --> 01:14:54,084 It's happened before? It's not the first time. 648 01:14:54,209 --> 01:14:55,501 Yes. 649 01:14:55,626 --> 01:14:58,209 No, it's never happened before. 650 01:14:58,334 --> 01:14:59,792 Usually... 651 01:15:01,167 --> 01:15:03,376 Listen, I don't know... 652 01:15:04,001 --> 01:15:07,042 Something happened between us, something big. 653 01:15:07,167 --> 01:15:08,251 That's all. 654 01:15:08,376 --> 01:15:11,167 Something big? What do you mean? 655 01:15:11,292 --> 01:15:14,751 I don't know. Something that made me... 656 01:15:15,834 --> 01:15:17,584 lower my guard. 657 01:15:19,042 --> 01:15:21,251 What do you usually tell them? 658 01:15:21,376 --> 01:15:22,876 How does it go? 659 01:15:23,001 --> 01:15:25,542 Wait, where are you going with this? 660 01:15:25,667 --> 01:15:27,417 What do you want me to say? 661 01:15:28,959 --> 01:15:31,126 Hey, wait a minute! 662 01:15:31,834 --> 01:15:33,626 What do you want? 663 01:15:33,751 --> 01:15:36,334 For me to tattoo HIV on my ass? 664 01:15:36,917 --> 01:15:39,917 Because idiots like you don't take precautions! 665 01:15:40,751 --> 01:15:44,209 It takes two to screw up. I didn't have to beg you! 666 01:15:44,876 --> 01:15:46,334 I never asked you to do that. 667 01:15:46,459 --> 01:15:48,501 Of course not. "Harder, harder." 668 01:15:48,626 --> 01:15:51,292 You didn't ask me, but you said, "Harder, harder"? 669 01:15:52,417 --> 01:15:54,167 It's always our fault. 670 01:15:55,459 --> 01:15:57,251 You're a dumb asshole. 671 01:15:59,209 --> 01:16:01,084 What am I doing here? 672 01:16:01,751 --> 01:16:03,751 I promised to come on Monday. 673 01:16:03,876 --> 01:16:05,542 I'll be there with my results. 674 01:16:05,667 --> 01:16:08,042 If you don't want me to stay, fine! 675 01:16:08,167 --> 01:16:10,126 You have my number if you need it. 676 01:16:19,792 --> 01:16:21,334 I'm sorry. 677 01:16:34,876 --> 01:16:35,917 I'm sorry. 678 01:16:36,042 --> 01:16:39,126 Don't. No apologies between us. 679 01:16:39,251 --> 01:16:41,751 - We both fucked up. - Both of us. 680 01:16:41,876 --> 01:16:44,126 - At the same time. - Hand in hand. 681 01:16:57,959 --> 01:17:00,709 I think I felt safe with you. 682 01:17:02,042 --> 01:17:06,959 I didn't really think. I felt good, calm, happy. 683 01:17:09,584 --> 01:17:12,376 It seems irrational now. It made sense then. 684 01:17:12,501 --> 01:17:16,167 Yes, it made sense. Made sense. 685 01:17:16,834 --> 01:17:20,126 Between us, everything made sense. 686 01:17:20,251 --> 01:17:22,417 We got careless. 687 01:17:23,917 --> 01:17:27,209 We wanted each other. Wanted it too much. 688 01:17:27,334 --> 01:17:28,917 We didn't realise. 689 01:17:30,209 --> 01:17:31,792 Desire is stupid. 690 01:17:33,417 --> 01:17:35,959 But it's good to want you like I do. 691 01:17:38,376 --> 01:17:41,376 - Were you drunk? - Not really. 692 01:17:41,501 --> 01:17:44,584 Me neither. But it was like being drunk. 693 01:17:44,709 --> 01:17:47,667 See? Desire is stupid. 694 01:17:53,042 --> 01:17:55,501 I have a monster hard-on. 695 01:18:01,834 --> 01:18:04,251 Strange way to start a relationship. 696 01:18:05,084 --> 01:18:09,292 - Relationship? - Yes. Why not? 697 01:18:09,417 --> 01:18:13,042 You're crazy. Stop it. 698 01:18:15,501 --> 01:18:17,626 I'm going home now. 699 01:18:17,751 --> 01:18:19,584 Can I come too? 700 01:18:19,709 --> 01:18:21,376 If you want. 701 01:18:26,001 --> 01:18:28,876 If we rush, we can take the first metro. 702 01:18:29,001 --> 01:18:30,876 I love the first metro. 703 01:18:53,501 --> 01:18:55,376 After the first comes the second. 704 01:18:55,501 --> 01:18:58,542 That's the one we need to take. I know it. 705 01:18:58,667 --> 01:19:00,126 Trust me. 706 01:19:43,584 --> 01:19:48,626 - How do we know it's the first? - I know. But we can check. 707 01:19:51,626 --> 01:19:54,001 Excuse me, ma'am. 708 01:19:54,126 --> 01:19:55,667 Is this the first metro? 709 01:19:55,792 --> 01:19:57,542 Yes, it's the first. 710 01:19:57,667 --> 01:19:59,542 See? It's the first. 711 01:19:59,667 --> 01:20:01,292 She said it's the first. 712 01:20:02,584 --> 01:20:05,917 - You're not regulars? - No. 713 01:20:06,042 --> 01:20:07,959 I take it every day. 714 01:20:08,084 --> 01:20:09,501 I'm not the only one. 715 01:20:09,626 --> 01:20:12,459 I know everyone... by sight. 716 01:20:13,501 --> 01:20:17,251 I'm a chambermaid in a fancy hotel. 717 01:20:20,709 --> 01:20:27,001 I didn't work long enough to get a decent pension. 718 01:20:27,126 --> 01:20:28,751 That's all I could find. 719 01:20:31,084 --> 01:20:33,167 I'm not from around here. 720 01:20:33,292 --> 01:20:35,459 Yvetot. Do you know it? 721 01:20:36,292 --> 01:20:38,667 - No, I'm from Lons. - I'm from Paris. 722 01:20:47,667 --> 01:20:51,459 Before, I mostly worked in retail. 723 01:20:51,584 --> 01:20:53,167 In sales. 724 01:20:55,417 --> 01:20:57,126 La Chapelle. 725 01:21:02,917 --> 01:21:04,001 La Chapelle. 726 01:21:04,126 --> 01:21:06,084 I've had a hectic life. 727 01:21:12,292 --> 01:21:14,126 I fell in love too often. 728 01:21:28,001 --> 01:21:31,001 The job centre can't handle people like me. 729 01:21:31,126 --> 01:21:34,876 So, of course... it's cleaning. 730 01:21:39,417 --> 01:21:41,042 It's good with my cousin. 731 01:21:41,167 --> 01:21:44,292 We've made ourselves a life, just us girls. 732 01:21:48,251 --> 01:21:51,876 No, but... it's not so bad when you think about it. 733 01:21:56,792 --> 01:21:59,001 I like Paris. 734 01:21:59,126 --> 01:22:02,792 It's... it's big. It's anonymous. 735 01:22:02,917 --> 01:22:06,751 I think you're better off in anonymous places. 736 01:22:06,876 --> 01:22:09,459 - Right? - Yeah. 737 01:22:17,126 --> 01:22:19,376 The first metro... 738 01:22:20,209 --> 01:22:21,626 is not so bad. 739 01:22:28,084 --> 01:22:30,084 Barbès-Rochechouart. 740 01:22:32,209 --> 01:22:33,501 I get off here. 741 01:22:35,334 --> 01:22:36,459 - Goodbye. - Goodbye. 742 01:22:36,584 --> 01:22:38,251 - Have a nice day. - You, too. 743 01:22:38,376 --> 01:22:39,501 Thanks. 744 01:23:28,209 --> 01:23:29,501 Anvers. 745 01:23:34,792 --> 01:23:36,917 - It's here. - Anvers. 746 01:23:37,042 --> 01:23:38,209 Let's go. 747 01:23:48,001 --> 01:23:50,501 Being a notary is weird. 748 01:23:51,792 --> 01:23:54,251 How do you decide to be a notary? 749 01:23:54,376 --> 01:23:58,626 It doesn't come to mind when you plan your future. 750 01:23:58,751 --> 01:24:01,042 People mostly lack imagination. 751 01:24:04,376 --> 01:24:07,126 I got the calling from reading Balzac. 752 01:24:08,376 --> 01:24:10,001 Mauriac, too. 753 01:24:10,126 --> 01:24:12,501 I haven't read much Balzac, 754 01:24:12,626 --> 01:24:15,667 but aren't notaries lame pencil-pushers? 755 01:24:16,209 --> 01:24:17,709 I mean, in novels. 756 01:24:17,834 --> 01:24:22,501 In real life, it's so... exotic that it's sexy. 757 01:24:57,667 --> 01:24:59,126 It's over there. 758 01:25:03,501 --> 01:25:06,709 It's not the characters that inspired me. 759 01:25:06,834 --> 01:25:07,959 It's that... 760 01:25:08,792 --> 01:25:10,126 Well... 761 01:25:10,251 --> 01:25:13,084 Balzac is life inside families. 762 01:25:13,209 --> 01:25:15,126 He goes to the heart of things: 763 01:25:15,251 --> 01:25:17,459 money matters, property. 764 01:25:17,584 --> 01:25:19,584 Everything we never mention. 765 01:25:19,709 --> 01:25:21,917 Everything essential to society. 766 01:25:22,042 --> 01:25:24,834 - For rich people. - Not only. 767 01:25:35,709 --> 01:25:38,751 It's true, our clients are not often labourers. 768 01:25:38,876 --> 01:25:40,959 But they can be low-income. 769 01:25:41,584 --> 01:25:44,501 All it takes is a tiny inheritance, 770 01:25:44,626 --> 01:25:47,376 a little house or even a bit of land. 771 01:25:47,501 --> 01:25:50,542 You can't imagine the emotion involved. 772 01:25:50,667 --> 01:25:52,459 It can break your heart. 773 01:25:54,501 --> 01:25:57,459 They're stories nobody can tell you. 774 01:25:59,209 --> 01:26:00,959 You can't make them up. 775 01:26:01,084 --> 01:26:05,001 - Unless you're Balzac. - Yeah. Or Mauriac. 776 01:26:10,834 --> 01:26:14,626 Balzac wrote a novel called The Seamy Side of History. 777 01:26:14,751 --> 01:26:16,292 That's exactly it. 778 01:26:16,417 --> 01:26:20,167 From where I am, I see the seamy side of history. 779 01:26:29,667 --> 01:26:31,376 Can I come upstairs? 780 01:26:32,251 --> 01:26:33,876 To see where you live. 781 01:26:58,876 --> 01:27:01,626 It's just a maid's room. It's six flights up. 782 01:27:01,751 --> 01:27:04,376 - No big deal. - It's nothing special. 783 01:27:04,501 --> 01:27:06,792 It has to be special. 784 01:27:06,917 --> 01:27:09,959 You leave your mark where you live. 785 01:27:10,084 --> 01:27:12,917 In some homes, it's like no one lives there. 786 01:27:13,042 --> 01:27:14,251 Ever noticed? 787 01:27:14,376 --> 01:27:16,209 I know what you mean. 788 01:27:16,334 --> 01:27:18,042 It's a bad sign. 789 01:27:18,167 --> 01:27:19,667 You want my interior to prove... 790 01:27:19,792 --> 01:27:20,959 That you are. 791 01:27:21,084 --> 01:27:22,584 That's it. That you are. 792 01:27:22,709 --> 01:27:27,126 People with nobody home are not, or not really. 793 01:27:28,084 --> 01:27:31,292 - What if I'm like that? - Impossible. 794 01:27:31,417 --> 01:27:34,042 But if you are, you'll never see me again. 795 01:27:41,334 --> 01:27:44,334 Maybe I'll study urban planning. 796 01:27:44,959 --> 01:27:47,292 - Notaries can specialise. - Really? 797 01:27:47,417 --> 01:27:50,376 - Isn't seamy history your thing? - That too. 798 01:27:50,501 --> 01:27:54,376 It's an idea that just hit me. I think it has legs. 799 01:27:54,501 --> 01:27:56,917 - It's a good idea, right? - Sure. 800 01:27:58,167 --> 01:28:00,959 It's the door at the end. It's quiet here. 801 01:28:03,876 --> 01:28:05,709 I warn you, it's tiny. 802 01:28:05,834 --> 01:28:08,251 I know what a maid's room looks like. 803 01:28:58,417 --> 01:29:00,501 The 07 is because of my father. 804 01:29:01,334 --> 01:29:03,959 My parents separated when I was a kid. 805 01:29:04,084 --> 01:29:06,709 My father's psychologically unstable. 806 01:29:09,001 --> 01:29:12,001 When I did my coming out, he freaked. 807 01:29:13,042 --> 01:29:14,792 He'd call me all the time. 808 01:29:16,876 --> 01:29:19,792 Nothing nasty. He'd just rave on: 809 01:29:19,917 --> 01:29:23,001 fags, the end of the world, Martians... 810 01:29:23,126 --> 01:29:25,834 It was unbearable. He called non-stop. 811 01:29:25,959 --> 01:29:28,667 He'd leave hour-long messages. 812 01:29:28,792 --> 01:29:30,501 It couldn't go on. 813 01:29:33,167 --> 01:29:35,709 I didn't want to get the police involved. 814 01:29:35,834 --> 01:29:38,751 Imagine, lodging a complaint about your dad. 815 01:29:39,792 --> 01:29:43,251 He wasn't threatening me or being homophobic. 816 01:29:44,667 --> 01:29:46,001 Nothing. 817 01:29:46,834 --> 01:29:48,751 He was just ruining my life. 818 01:29:51,834 --> 01:29:53,751 So I changed numbers. 819 01:29:54,709 --> 01:29:57,251 My mom and half-sisters changed, too. 820 01:29:58,959 --> 01:30:01,042 We're an 07 family now. 821 01:30:01,167 --> 01:30:02,626 Sometimes I call him, 822 01:30:02,751 --> 01:30:04,126 by Skype! 823 01:30:04,251 --> 01:30:05,917 When I have plenty of time. 824 01:30:56,376 --> 01:30:57,834 You're beautiful. 825 01:31:01,792 --> 01:31:03,626 I like your body. 826 01:31:13,209 --> 01:31:16,501 Behind your ear, it's soft. 827 01:31:20,417 --> 01:31:22,334 Your stubble... 828 01:31:22,459 --> 01:31:24,001 it scratches. 829 01:31:24,792 --> 01:31:26,542 I like how it scratches. 830 01:31:29,792 --> 01:31:32,501 Your neck. 831 01:31:34,042 --> 01:31:35,792 You smell so good. 832 01:31:41,959 --> 01:31:44,501 Your nipples. 833 01:31:49,542 --> 01:31:51,167 Your stomach. 834 01:31:57,876 --> 01:31:59,834 I like your dick. 835 01:32:01,876 --> 01:32:03,709 It's really beautiful. 836 01:32:06,542 --> 01:32:08,917 I don't know how to describe it, 837 01:32:10,542 --> 01:32:12,126 but I like it. 838 01:32:14,209 --> 01:32:16,167 I like looking at it. 839 01:32:18,792 --> 01:32:20,959 I like taking it in my hand. 840 01:32:27,292 --> 01:32:29,209 I like kissing it. 841 01:32:34,292 --> 01:32:36,501 Your balls are beautiful, too. 842 01:32:39,459 --> 01:32:41,209 Here, in my hand, 843 01:32:41,334 --> 01:32:43,209 they're delicate. 844 01:32:44,251 --> 01:32:46,126 Yet they have weight. 845 01:32:51,459 --> 01:32:52,917 I kiss them. 846 01:32:55,126 --> 01:32:57,209 They're soft. 847 01:32:57,334 --> 01:32:58,501 So soft. 848 01:32:58,626 --> 01:33:01,501 Sh... Stop it. 849 01:33:03,626 --> 01:33:06,042 Should we make love again today? 850 01:33:06,167 --> 01:33:07,709 I don't think so. 851 01:33:08,501 --> 01:33:09,917 Let's leave it at that. 852 01:33:17,084 --> 01:33:18,417 Time to go. 853 01:33:19,667 --> 01:33:21,667 I'll see you tomorrow. 854 01:33:21,792 --> 01:33:23,917 We can meet up before. 855 01:33:24,042 --> 01:33:25,751 Good idea. 856 01:33:25,876 --> 01:33:27,542 I'll call you. 857 01:33:27,667 --> 01:33:29,042 Or you call me. 858 01:33:29,834 --> 01:33:31,417 Whoever gives in first? 859 01:33:34,542 --> 01:33:35,917 I'm going. 860 01:34:18,876 --> 01:34:20,834 Want to come to my place? 861 01:34:20,959 --> 01:34:23,501 I was leaving and in the staircase... 862 01:34:24,167 --> 01:34:26,209 I can't leave you like this. 863 01:34:27,334 --> 01:34:30,459 Till tomorrow, when we go to the hospital. 864 01:34:31,292 --> 01:34:33,709 My place isn't huge, you'll see. But it's... 865 01:34:35,084 --> 01:34:36,209 a bit more... 866 01:34:36,334 --> 01:34:39,459 - Do I get dressed? - Uh, yes, get dressed. 867 01:34:42,501 --> 01:34:43,626 Then what? 868 01:34:43,751 --> 01:34:45,167 And then? 869 01:34:45,292 --> 01:34:48,792 You'll take your treatment... and I'll be there. 870 01:34:49,417 --> 01:34:50,751 For 28 days? 871 01:34:51,501 --> 01:34:53,126 It's not long. 872 01:34:55,167 --> 01:34:56,292 Then what? 873 01:34:58,501 --> 01:35:00,792 You'll do the test 874 01:35:00,917 --> 01:35:02,542 and we'll wait for the result. 875 01:35:04,042 --> 01:35:05,501 And by that time, 876 01:35:06,626 --> 01:35:09,376 after three months and 28 days together, 877 01:35:09,501 --> 01:35:11,126 we'll be strong enough. 878 01:35:11,959 --> 01:35:14,292 Even if I'm sure you'll be negative. 879 01:35:15,292 --> 01:35:17,001 After that, 880 01:35:17,876 --> 01:35:19,792 if you still want to have sex, 881 01:35:20,667 --> 01:35:22,376 if you're not scared, 882 01:35:23,292 --> 01:35:24,751 we can keep going. 883 01:35:26,251 --> 01:35:27,542 Then what? 884 01:35:27,667 --> 01:35:29,334 We'll keep going. 885 01:35:29,459 --> 01:35:31,667 There'll be no reason to stop. 886 01:35:32,501 --> 01:35:34,292 We'll stay together. 887 01:35:34,417 --> 01:35:36,001 For a long time. 888 01:35:36,126 --> 01:35:37,959 How long? 889 01:35:38,084 --> 01:35:40,251 A long time. I don't know. 890 01:35:40,376 --> 01:35:43,126 Let's say... 20 years. 891 01:35:43,251 --> 01:35:45,792 In 20 years, we'll do so much. 892 01:35:45,917 --> 01:35:47,542 We'll go... 893 01:35:47,667 --> 01:35:49,584 to the supermarket. 894 01:35:49,709 --> 01:35:51,959 Or maybe something huge. 895 01:35:52,084 --> 01:35:55,334 We'll save whales, or just a kitten. 896 01:35:55,459 --> 01:35:58,334 A cause, or a world-changing invention. 897 01:35:58,459 --> 01:36:00,251 I don't know... something. 898 01:36:01,959 --> 01:36:03,334 Then what? 899 01:36:04,209 --> 01:36:05,626 After that... 900 01:36:07,626 --> 01:36:11,084 we'll break up, I guess. 901 01:36:12,709 --> 01:36:14,209 Like everyone else. 902 01:36:15,626 --> 01:36:18,501 And we'll be sad but that's life. 903 01:36:19,667 --> 01:36:21,251 You're sure it's worth it? 904 01:36:28,292 --> 01:36:31,126 Breakfast? Something sweet this time? 905 01:37:13,834 --> 01:37:15,292 Wait, I forgot my phone. 906 01:37:15,417 --> 01:37:17,959 You're with me. Who would you call? 907 01:37:18,084 --> 01:37:19,501 Even so... 908 01:37:20,417 --> 01:37:23,167 If you go back, I'll leave. 909 01:37:23,292 --> 01:37:25,459 - It's over. - You mean it? 910 01:37:28,084 --> 01:37:29,751 I mean it. 911 01:37:30,626 --> 01:37:32,792 If you turn back, 912 01:37:32,917 --> 01:37:35,084 if you look behind you, 913 01:37:35,209 --> 01:37:37,376 you lose it all. 914 01:37:37,501 --> 01:37:39,084 Everything I promised. 915 01:37:45,542 --> 01:37:47,001 Let's go forward. 916 01:37:48,251 --> 01:37:49,709 We're not afraid. 917 01:37:52,376 --> 01:37:56,126 Can I use your phone to call my mum? I call every Sunday. 918 01:37:58,834 --> 01:38:01,042 Keep it until Monday night. 919 01:38:01,167 --> 01:38:02,542 Wait. 920 01:38:02,667 --> 01:38:03,834 Look. 921 01:38:07,209 --> 01:38:08,501 See? 922 01:38:09,292 --> 01:38:11,417 This is when it all starts.